just now ade anak kucing jatuh dr ats bumbung,. kecian gilerw.. =___=

then aku tron nk g amik die tp die lari..

after a few minutes..

mak die cari die..

aku nanges coz aku xbleh tgk mak die cri die..

suara die sedey sgt...

=___=

i hope die dpt jmpe ank die tu..

ank die kecik lg...

bygkan ank kucig uw kecik mcm nie... kecian nye... =_____=

SuBanG..

This is Subang.. dzikhry's cat.. pelik kan name die..

name mak die Antique.. mak die mati lpas 3 ari die lahir..

hahaha..

I dont know what i wanna write bout Subang.. tp that day Subang minum 'racun tikus'.. *OMG.. aku soh Dzikhry beli air kelapa soh bg racun dlm bdan die ilang.. now die da sehat blek.. n Dzikhry jage die tol2..

hehehe..

Comelkan Subang...

**nie Timmy kucng mummy Dzikhry.. die lg gemok n cute dr Subang.. oh mummy when u wanna give timmy to me.. i was wondering that i want to kidnapped timmy la...

hahahaha...**Evil laugh!

i MisS alL my cAts....

*the picture was my cats. i have another but thats all the picture that i found. i miss them so much..=_= Ricky,Kont0t,cik0, bpak debab, cik0(female), debab is dead while striper, banzai, bentayan is gone. yg tnggal cuma putih je *the white one.

i l0ve all my cats. i l0ve s0 much. sume kucing aku tu life aku. aku sunyi, sedih, nangis, sakit.. kucing aku yg teman selain my mom n dad.. tp sume nye dh mati n aku rindu sgt dkat kucing aku sume.. T-T..

RICKY - kucing aku yg malas n thu makan je.. klu aku pnggl kdg2 bwat dek je.. tp suke tdow dgn mak aku..

KONTOT - my 'syg'.. 24jam nk kepit dgn aku jer.. suke tdow sbelah aku n pelok tgn aku.. picture die diatas uw aku tngah bgurau dgn die.. blerw aku bwat *gaya mcm nk tembak die pon blakon mati.. haha..

STRIPER - kucng aku yg plng lawa n manja.. suke tdow dgn ayah.. haha.

BANZAI - kucng yg aku jmpe mase aku bru dtg kat KL.. jumpe dkat umah makcik aku n makcik aku buang.. =_=

CIKO - kucng aku yg plng 'otai' kat tman aku.. haha.. bdan die bsar glerw.. n suke tdow kat atas keta ayah.. slalu kene bebel dgn ayah blerw tdow atas keta n blek uma bdan luka2.. n kucng aku plng tahan lame idop even tekak die pnah b'lubang n last skali kulit kpale die t'kopak n btahan 2mnggu lebeh je..

CIKO(female) - kucng kesayangan mak aku.. anak2 die sume cute2 tp xtahan lame sbb byk kne langgar n kne makan dgn bpak kucing.. yg nie mak aku nanges sbb atok aku buang die.. yelah slama nie mak aku jd bidan die bile die branak.. :P

BAPAK DEBAB - name die agk pelik n pnjang sbb xthu bg name ape.. die bpak kpd ciko.. same bsar mcm anak die.. jenis die cool je.. haha..

DEBAB - anak kpd ciko(female).. die itam legam sbb lahir mlm thaipusam.. hahaha.. die plng comel sbb kacukan parsi.. hobi die suke tgk tv atas sofa.. n die akan jatoh sbb suke terkam tv dr atas sofa.. die mati sbb kecacingan coz aku xthu pd mulanya die kacukan kne bg injection..

BENTAYAN - die nie plng nakal skali.. kesayangan ayah.. anak angkat Ricky.. aku jmpe die dpan umah mase wktu ujan.. die ni hyper active.. xreti nk tdow lame.. nk b'gurau je keje.. pnah skali aku bg ubat batok ingt nk soh die tdow tp die lg hyper.. haha.. suke tnggu ayah balik keje n bile ayah balik ayah akn ltak die kat steering wheel n bwak die jalan2.. haha..

PUTIH - kucing aku yg tnggal skunk nie.. bini ciko.. hehehe..ciko yg bwak die dtg uma aku.. now die sekor je yg tnggal.. die pendiam je.. tp law aku blek n ade kat umah.. dok dgn aku je.. smpai ayah pnggl pon xlayan.. hahaha..

tu la die kerenah kucing2 aku.. tp sume dh xde tnggal putih je.. kdg2 aku sedey gak bile ingat.. tp nk bwat mcm ne.. sume yg idop pasti mati.. aku tulis blog tok kucing aku nie just nk luahkan how much i miss my cats and how much i need my cats.. T-T..

aku syg sume kucing aku.. aku nk sgt jmpe dorunk blek tp dorunk hnya dtg dlm mimpi aku je..

Ricky,Ciko,Ciko(female),Bapak Debab,Debab,Bentayan,Kontot,Striper,Banzai ..

Rest in peace my lil ones....

:')

*i hope one day my house will be full with cats.. hehehe...

Mr. Dzikhry Dzulkarnain..

This is just special for my dear....

I would give up everything

Before I'd separate myself from you

After so much suffering

I've finally found unvarnished truth

I was all by myself for the longest time

So cold inside

And the hurt from the heart it would not subside

I felt like dying

Until you saved my life

I would give you everything

There's nothing in this world I wouldn't do

To ensure your happiness

I'll cherish every part of you

Because without you beside me I can't survive

Don't wanna try

If you're keeping me warm each and every night

I'll be all right

Cause I need you in my life

Thank God I found you

I was lost without you

My every wish and every dream

Somehow became reality

When you brought the sunlight

Completed my whole life

I'm overwhelmed with gratitude

Cause baby I'm so thankful i found you.

this is just for you my dear.. after a year he left me untill i found you.. you're really speacial for me.. thanks for standing me up again.. and please don't leave as he did to me..

3rd JUNE 2010..!

its my birthday!!.. huhu... last thursday was my b'thday.. huhuhu.. birthday yg paling best.. mlm uw pkol 12mlm roommate aku sepakat dgn dzikhry tok bwat surprise tok aku.. diorng bwak aku pegi tepi grill**hostel aku trok sket.. n tibe2 dzikhry sang a song 4 me use by his own lyrics.. huhu..**sudah bwat aku menangis.. then dating jap kat tepi n msok bilek.. then ari kames uw afta class.. dzik ajak aku g jalan2 g ts..he said he wanna bought me a present..n then afta we jalan2 suddenly he said das nk jmpe n ignored yg aku tgh lapa gilerw.. n smpai je kat kfc he closed my eyes n bwak aku jalan n tibe2..**argghh-surprised!! all my friends was there.. huhu.. *thanx b.. thanx 4 doing all dat,... i love u b... but i'm sad coz LYZ n ATEN xde.. :'( but i really2 enjoy on my birthday... thanks again b.. love u so much.. heee....

What does dignity means

Can anyone tell me what dignity means.huh..Well,there's a reason on why i asked this question..I just wanna know whether is it necessary for someone to talk about dignity when that person itself didn't look at its own reflection cause it didn't realize itself doing the same thing..*sorry i refer to the person as it..i don't think it deserves to be called human..but who cares*laughing maniacally..anyways..back to what i was talking about yeah..itself is being the one:" oh please i miss you..when do you wanna hang out..do you wanna meet ma bf bring your gf along(example)." So easy to say,that person is the one being so obsessed with the other person..i mean,if dignity is what's playing around here..take a good look at yourself then you can talk about dignity..Where's your's when you still keeping your ex's pictures..still obsessed over your ex..saying no laa..i'm talking bout xxxxxxx.. lolx..with the pictures not thrown away..making up bulls to makes the other person breakdown and causes a fight to be started..whoever reads this and terasa..i don't care..its suppose to stab you in the heart..what's passed is passed..put it in a box and get over it..let by gone be by gone.. i've been really patient all this while but you've crossed the lines..that's why i'm writing this post..if you're really not satisfied with this post..come and meet me face to face so we can settle it as adults..cause its like so childish talking about people behind their back..or if you don't wanna meet well

something funny..

This is zack..yeah..so last wednesday we went to showdown at KL Life Centre and trust me it was awesome with the breakdance and the Michael Jackson since that it was tribute to MJ night..so starting off..we were from college then we head to pavilion to get changed..and by we i mean me,ma girl and zharif..and planned to meet lyz(me girl's bestest bestf) there..so after me and zharif got ready..we waited for my girl..which was like waiting for pigs to fly..hahaha..but who can blame her..she was making up and everything..*girl thang so yeah..after me and zharif was done..lyz reached and then we waited for both of them..with us being hungry and all..then we headed off to KL Life Centre to meet the rest of me girl's friend..after we met up then we went in..scary thing yet shocking is that we met an impersonator of MJ in the house..and i mean seriously he looks like MJ..the scary part is at 1st i thought it was really him..hahaha...shocking part is he looks EXACTLY LIKE HIM!!!HUHU..so yeah..the comp went on..and there was this girl who was like screaming in my ear and i swear i was deaf that moment..cuz it was so loud..huhu..once the event finished..we like went taking pictures all over the place..hahah..i took a pict wif Soul Krazy and guess who was the one who went crazy..yes people..you all guessed it right..it was my girl..hahaha..but it was worth it..*shhh ,dun tell her i said that.. hahahah..but hey..i still love me girl.. :D later then we head home and we stayed over at lyz's house..and yeah..we were dead tired..but it was worth the fun we had..huhuhu.. :D

ma buds

huhuhu

alrite..

so basically..

these are ma buds..

a.k.a ma bandmates..

starting from d left.

raja..

young,talented and very down to earth and quite..

but he's someone you would wanna hang with..

next to him..

amir

sick on the bass and can be very silly sometimes..

fun person be with

middle is me

heee

beside me

syafiq

awesome guitarist,quite sentimental,shy and can be childish sometimes

lastly

zafir

one of the vbest metal drummers i've met

never plans to give up,serious when it comes to music and very dedicated person..

so these are basically ma bandmates..

they are the guys i love 2 hang with..

there are some other guys but its too long for me to ist..

sorry guys..

:)

we've been through shit together..

through fun together..

hope we'll go together too..

cuz that's how much i love you guys.

and sorry i don't have the time to hang with you guys..

i'm just so busy over here..

huhuh

i Love Them s0 much...

#n0 1..

#n0 2..

#n0 3..

#n0 4..

N0 4 : that Saliza.. my bestie since i with emant hmc**my ex but nw i'm with my hubby zack untill now. byk yg i share dgn die..my problems, my life and everything..die sgt lembut org nye n she's so hot gilerw.. i l0ve her..

No 3 : that Ateen..my bestie since i with emant hmc..same like saliza..byk share problem dgn die..she's beautiful eventhough ade member i ckp die fat but for me she's P.H.A.T.**Pretty Hot And Thick..i love her n i miss her so much..

No 2 : that guy in the car is Ajie..i knew him when i'm in hmc..he's a funny guy**suke buli aku..huhu..

No 1 : i love them so much..nie la sista2 aku..huhu..n kitaorng sntiasa pergi club b'sama2..huhuhu..no guys but girls only.. :D

1st Date...

hahaha.. when i remembered that day i will automatically laugh.. haha... its damn funny la.. haha.. ok2 its me eyqa not zack ok.. i'm the one who writing this.. act both of we but ok la like this to make a difference which is me n which is zack.. i will write in BM n zack will write in BI coz his BM totally broken sometimes.. hahaha.... ok where r we..?? oOppss.. BM2.. write in BM la.. haha.. :D

First time kitaorng face 2 face time event deepavali kat kolej.. haha.. time uw cm nervous je nk jmpe die.. sume serba xkene la.. haha.. mase tgk je muke die time uw.. OMG.. sweet nye die bwat rambot mcm uw.. my dream guy..*aku suke laki rmbot pnjang dpan.. tp xbole kene control nnt die kate aku nie gedik lak.. haha.. but 1 prinsip aku is aku xkan jmpe laki uw 4 the 1st time sorunk2.. so aku bwa membe aku..**Za. tok teman aku g same2 kolej.. mase smpai je kolej time uw kbanyakan lect yg aku rapat dgn diorng tgk mcm pelik coz this is the 1st eyqa jalan dgn lelaki weyh.. hahaha.. lain mcm lak uw mesra die.. hahaha..so kitaorng xbyk b'bual lg mase tu tros g dewan.. mase tngah2 tgk performance dr student2 tibe2 je die terpegang tgn aku.*then tros ****jeng2.. tros pegang weyh.. hahaha... mcm nk pengsan aku mase tu aw.. hmpir staon lebey lpas aku putos dgn ex boy aku.. nie la kali ptama aku rase balik sentuhan tgn lelaki.. mase tu aku rase hati aku b'debar2 tp aku mash xpasti lg.. n we were holding hands untill we came back to hostel.. hahaha... n aku xingat bilerw wktu uw tp yg aku pasti mase kat car park.. first time zack kiss aku,...heee..*blushing.. time die kiss aku uw aku rase mcm dunia da b'pusing2..haha.. berani gilerw mamat nie.. haha... n then hbungan kami b'jalan lancar lpas tu n aku tros tnggu smpai die sndri mntak couple.. hehe...

N bilerw aku da b'gelar kekasih die aka beloved hunny die mcm2 dugaan aku dpt.. ex2 die sume nye psycho2.. mase uw time new year 1st jan 2010.. die nye xthu la ex ke x coz he said he just scandle wth her n die msg aku ckp la yg zack nie ex die n bla bla bla... tp jnis aku.. aku xnak caya bilew org tu sndri face 2 face dgn aku.. it means both of we ddok satu meja n talk.. tp die kate xbole la ape la.. so aku bwat bodo je la coz i believe zack.. law die btol syg aku die xkan tipu aku kan.. n second his psycho ex yg childish coz bru frm 4 taon nie.. pon ckp bnda yg same bla bla..**malas nk taip.. yg nie aku xeran sgt coz yela bdak2 skola n aku da jmpe die dpan mata aku sndri.. n yg lain yg admire die la ape la.. byk sgt law nk list,... hahaha... so aku kene kuat tok nie sume even kdg2 aku rase mcm ptos asa but i do love him.. so eyqa Go2 Chaiyok..!! hehehe..

1st thing 1st..all I want to say is..i love u baby girl!!hehehe..so yeah..the first time I saw her..i was like..wow..never in hell i'll be with this girl..well,that's just from my what i see from my eyes..but hey..like they say,don't judge a book by its cover rite..so..i took the time to get to know her better den i finally see that she ain't what she look like..from what i saw at 1st,before i know her,she was this tomboy-ish,rough,scary girl..after i got to know her,she is actually the loving,caring,COWARD(s0rry,i just have to caps this)heee,sensitive,funny..hahahaha..but yeah..she is somehow perfect in someways that i can't explain..she can be a pain in the ass sometimes..hahaha..but she can still somehow steal my heart away and make me stay and i'm pretty sure that's the reason i'm staying..She's the key to my heart and she's has taken my heart away..and i love her till death and she's all i need..i love you baby girl..

just one look into your eyes

one look and i'm crying

cause you're so beautiful

just one kiss and i'm alive

one kiss and i'm ready to die

cause your so beautiful

your beautiful to me baby..

forget bout what everyone else says..

i'm here for you and will always be..

My Guardian..~

Dzikhry Dzulkarnain..

For the first time i met him at 'mamak' i rilli got pissed coz he is such an arrogant dude.. i said in my heart 'fuck this dude r.nk pndang aku mcm nk gado lak'.. huhu...:) that was before i knew him.. afta i got a session to get to know him ,turns out that he is was not what i think he was.. hahaha... wat attracted me to him are his slumber attitude, his funny ugly face, n his voice when he sang to me. y i like his attitude is coz he is such a gentleman n kind of romantic la,.. haha.. when i get mad wth him.. he will do an ugly funny face dat which will make me laugh like a hell.. hahaha.. and his voice.. when he proposed to me on the 11th of nov 2009, he composed a song just for me which was titled 'Around Me'.. i'm so touched when i heard dat. and he is rilli brave to show his love in front of crowd. he sang dat song in a park n at his cousin's party. i love him bcoz he accepted me the way i am. he always gives strength to face my fears and he's always beside me when i need him. he's 'My Guardian' dat always protect me.

i've always sang ths song 4 him :)..

i love u

u love me

i love u smpai mati

bilerw u x ada

i jadilah gila

i love u smpai mati..

hee...~

(version lgu barney & friends-i love u)

how it started......

On the 11th of November,we were together..

done..

hahah...

just kidding...it funny how me n my girl met..hahah..sometimes we'll laugh about it when we think of it..it wasn't even planned that we would be together..one night when we were hanging out with her and her friend..so i told her that i did mine myself and if she wanted me to help her out,give her number to let me know when to do it..after that,i was hanging out with my friends then she texted me asking me if i was free that night to help her out..so i said i am n so i did..when i arrive at the hostel that night i went up and met her at the cafe to help her..after i did it..then i went somewhere else..so i thought i would be a help then be friends..that's it..but instead,i text her that night to ask her whether is she feeling any pain or swollen..but it turned out that it was a flirting session..heeeee :) forward...then we started texting like almost every minute..then she asked me to the deepavali celebration at college..knowing me,if u would ask me to wake up early to go to something like that..i would reject cuz i prefer staying in the room and sleep.. *winks but i don't know why i didn't reject her invitation..so i went..den we start hanging out since then..later..we got closer and closer and lastly..jeng jeng jeng..the magic happened.. :D so yeah..that's how we actually met and how we got together..

huhuhu